OverdarkI cannot contain the anger of this moment.The rage that consumes me is just a component.The overall frustration is filling up my soul.Welling up inside me, fueling me like coal.Is it my Karma that has brought me to here?The truth of the moment is to know that I fear.For me to accept this sad and pathetic fate,I must admit that my choices were made slightly too late.So here I will die and give up control.Returning to the land, my bodice and soul.With no help from others, no comment is best.Just pay me no heed, and be like the rest.Do not visit my grave for none truely care.The distance to far, my sacrafice to bear.R
Dreams of ReasonI drempt of reason, I drempt of late.I drempt of people swimming in a lake.A lake of fire, a lake of brimestone.A lake of my mind, I should atone.So forgive me all you people,forgive me one and all...For I shall condemn you,then take the plunge and fall.There is no reason, there is no rhyme.There is only sadness frozen in time.
Lost to TruthIn these moments, in these hours,I hear those voices, though not ours.Silently whispering of things to come,Silently plotting what should be done.The hunt for survival is key to us all,The interest is peaked, let us not stall.Take advantage of time and learn what you can.Many have died in this lengthy timespan.So listen to the trees, and listen in the wood.For you know not what was told, but hold on you should.The anwsers are around you so don't have a fit.Truth speaks to you in silence, it's the only way to hear it.
Beauty Is In The EyeIt's a Sunday morning and I roll over in bed,To see you sleeping, resting your sweet head.I carefully move your hair from your face,You blink and then turn to your resting place.I gently follow with your every curve,My eyes don't wander nor shake a nerve.I just breathe and wait patiently,Waiting for you to wake, quietly.One eye flutters, and then the other,A tug at the blanket and return for cover.I simply watch and gaze with awe,My heart does pound and I soon thaw.I melt with the moment and flow with ease,I watch you wake, silently begging please.Then it happens, just not one at a time,You open your eyes and the
BreatheBreath in the air, fresh and clean.Coming from the trees, so tall and lean.One part of natures complex blood,Through the trees, rivers and the flood.The waters that form and fall from the sky,Twinkling down yet the wind blows them high.Eventually they float softly to the ground.Dripping, dropping and soaking all around.As the rain does slip and slide down my face,I remember one thing about this vast place.The web of our lives may be tied up in knots,But to forsake one's self is but a great loss.Just then as I thought this all to myself,The rains from above withdrew in some wealth.And the clouds passed on by like so
Broken Hearted FadrienTime ticks by and we watch the world turn.Time keeps changing, makes our world burn.Time is fickle in that it does not exist.Time is fleeting and life is just as this.We need to listen but our hearts are broken.With our thoughts in tatters, and nothing spoken.Things in life sometimes make no sense.Things in life can cause us great expense.Things in life are out of our control.Things in life always try to make us whole.Yet we do not listen to the sounds in the world.The answers we seek will soon stretch and unfurl.It wraps us like a blanket of distress.It wraps us up within a moment's duress.It wraps us tight and ke
FamilyA Mother stands in the center of the family,The house is a home that demands stability.For if the house is falling apart at the seamsThe Father must step in and repair all the dreams.The Mother is the ground, the beacon of light.When a child is scared or frightened in the night,It's Mother they want for comfort and to holdfor Father is busy protecting all from the cold.The storm's cold wind blows in to this house,For the Father has failed his wonderful spouse.It was a simple promise that was not kept.Through his fear the Father has slept.But then just as the storm got to it's worst,The Mother did change and now the F
Lag TimeWaiting, baiting,Presently shaking.Grinning, sinning,It's all beginning.Thinking, blinking,Silently twinkling.Sounded, surrounded,Weights have compounded.Dragging, lagging,Effortless straggling.Hammering, stammering,Awaiting understanding.
Love Opens Valuable ExperienceWhat is love to you?Is it a good gift or two?Perhaps something you do?Is it something you never knew?Some are graced with plenty,Others refuse it's entry.Guard your heart like a sentry?Or take it apart from memory?I will describe what Love is to me.Love is deep in your heart but free.It is infinite despite the insanity.It binds us together, this I decree.Love is the well of energy within,That we all must tap before we begin.Begin to explore ourselves wherein,We find our true selves deep therein.Once you know who you are,And know that you'll get far.For the distance of life will marand invariably leave you
I Am Mine OwnI am my own insurmountable rage.I am my own need for some change.I am my own need for release.I am my own need for some peace.I am my own emotional stun.I am my own beginning undone.I am my own terror replete.I am my own twist of deceit.I am my own hatred for all.I am my own sudden downfall.I am my own silent retreat.I am my own pathetic defeat.I am my own desire for rest.I am my own failure of test.I am my own extreme fatigue.I am my own desire to be.I am my own braking of heart.I am my own falling apart.I am my own path to my death.I am my own final last breath.
My ConfessionI hurt myself in the past.Now nothing seems to last.I've had all I could ever want,ripped away in an old self taunt.You see I failed myself as a man.You see I failed in my life's plan.The fires that once burned,are now scorched and overturned.My life is a turmoil of emotions and pain.I've done this to myself, like a bad wine stain.And on the day I planned for change,I found the news to be quite strange.I failed in timing my recovery.I misjudged a friend's deep discovery.So for years of neglect I must pay,These dues for me are heavy this day.So now I must walk the lonely path.Will I never again hear her laugh?
My Nightmare Is LifeI awake to the sound of my own sobbing.I try to stand but I'm only wobbling.I try to hold back the well of my tear.I am embedded in my own greatest fear.Many pictures of you hanging on my walls.With each glance, my eyes, like waterfalls.Of memories past, all good and bad.I think back and fall utterly sad.In this nightmare I am wrapped in grief,I pinch myself and wince in disbelief.And harder I squeeze until I bleed,Yet nothing changes, and I recede.I crawl back deep into my mind.Searching for peace, of any kind.But far back and deep in my head,I find her just laying in bed.Her skin so soft and smooth.Her eyes
On The VergeOn the verge, can you feel it break?It's just below and it's about to take.Grabbing a hold of the soul from within,Possessing this to propel into a spin.It's a moment quite unlike any other,Seeping in slowly, a core taking over.A daunting expression, a dawning of mind.A great new beginning, an open third eye.When the path is this clear and silent aglow,Now nothing can turn you away from the flow.So ride a great swell out from the dark night,Take hold of your day with all of your might!In silence it speaks that truth is not weak.If you can find your truth than nothing is bleak.With every great fall there is a great
Relative PerspectiveI stand upon this hilltop, gazing at the stars.Wondering and pondering, from everything to Mars.We humans are so small, in this grand scheme of all.Yet here we stand on this land scheming our own windfall.Our actions speak far louder than our words,Yet for all our insanity we gather up in herds.We discuss and debate of everything to late,Yet some of us don't realize that we all share our fate.I myself have chosen my own high perch,For it suites me well even though it may hurt.I will admit that sometimes it's most easy to forget,That those around you have yet to see the truth in regret.So here I stand, with my humanity
A Terrible FeelingI must remain awake,I must combat this ache.It grips me by the bone,The cold, so hard, like stone.Shaking me alive,Shaking me inside.The body it trembles,The soul like shambles.Rotting my soul,Rotting my whole.The heat comes in wave,The pain, so deep, it stays.Hard to breathe,Hard to be.The air, so dry,It stings me on the inside.Failing to hold,Failing this cold.Muted sounds in the room,Trying to remain in tune.My head, it pounds,My head, does rounds.Failing to forget my ache,Failing to remain awake.
Waiting For...A quiver of arrows flying through the air,Silently slipping and speeding with care.Their aim is held tight fast and true,I cannot outrun so what can I do?I stand all of a sudden, frozen in place.I turn fast around, these arrows I face.I accept my fate as I figure my plot.Will they kill me, I certainly know not.Standing in awe, before this spectacle of might.Gleaming, glistening they sing through the night.These arrows do fly and ever so fast.Yet time it seems to never have past.I'm standing dumbfounded, shaking in fear.Blinking and sweating, my time it draws near.This quiver of arrows is special you see.Magical i
Eye Of The BeholderStanding at the edge of the forest todaySilently catching the sun's first rayAs I've just escaped from a dungeon you seeSome Wizard had trapped and been torturing meI'd been caught as I wandered through his mazeFor I had been stopped by a Beholder's gazeParalysed with fear but it hadn't seen meInstead I retreated and ever so quietlyBut as I had turned around to fleeI tripped and fell and then it saw meYet panicked I scrambled up and on my wayThat beholder casting it's magic death rayAs I narrowly escaped from imminent deathAgain I tripped and completely lost my breathAnd that's when I slipped down into the wellFa
MervWeakened in my knees; you make meStruggle to breathe; you take meBasking in energy; you allow meComplicate synergy; you wow me
KnowingWhy? I don't know.Why don't you know? I don't know that.What don't you know? I don't know what I don't know.
Fluid AudioMusical rhythms in lyrical timesSpacial beats masking any rhymesTreat your soul to mystic chimesCleanse all bodies and all mindsThese swiftly saturate our timesCelestial voices spouting rhymesAncient bells echoing the chimesCleanse the body encompass minds
SomethingSomething within me has changedSomething has made me rearrangeSomething in my life has bailedSomething in comfort has failedThe journey it seems is no moreThan a simple theatrical encoreSet to the drama of a past lifeFeel it a deeply embedded knifeSomething is grabbing at strawsSomething given reason to pauseSomething past hath memory burnSomething past can never returnAll desires fulfilled can stickWith a pull, a pinch, and prickThis liberating moment lives onWith pain diminishing be strongSomething now moving me towardsSomething else can feel rewardsSomething is retaining the painSomething is increasing
SadnessSadness is when you know someone dear will dieWhen you can see it in their face and in their eyeSadness is when you can see their pride obstructWhen you can see that they're about to self-destructSadness is when you can see the frailty of their dayWhen you can see it in their actions; in every waySadness is when you know their every step is in painWhen you can see that there is no way they can remainSadness is when too many emotions become dumbfoundedWhen you yourself feel the weights of life compoundedSadness is when you have a defined lack of choiceWhen you can hear death creeping though someone's voiceSadness is whe
RediscoverRediscover;I am a Lover.I am a writer.I am a fighter.I am a teacher.I am a preacher.I am a dynamic.I am panoramic.I am a contact.I am abstract.I am a friend,Until the end.
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